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~ Lindsay. 16. Painfully normal.~
My shameful experience

The shame and the fear that comes along with your name. 

falling in love with a star with no shine. 

Beating wings never making it in time. 

Losing a breathe that can never get caught. 

Becoming an alcoholic succumbed by her bitter sweet wine. 

No escape from a pain that you love. 

Watching your rights as a woman disappear into dust

Giving your mind over to an evil lover

Fearing the day your horrible dream becomes a disaster

Desperately searching for a reason to live

Pain, sorrow, misery, are far better than numbness

Being beaten internally by a man like a mule

Loving the comfort following the shame

confused how love and hate can become the same thing

A hierarchy made possible by a willing victim

Brainwashing into a separate human being

Watching comfortably as your soul leaves your body

I will never again fall in love with a star with no shine

For the fear that comes along with your name. 

tavrissexual:

calm your shit barbie not everyone has white privilege like you do


wow…

everything’s changed. Haven’t been on in months. I don’t look anything like my picture anymore. This was like my entire summer and i’m not familiar with it. Kinda scares me.